Lost.

I feel lost recently, everything changed in a sudden. All my plans changed. When everyone ask me: Wth, when are you going to study? I can't talk suddenly and feel bad. Hmm, I don't know what am I think right now, but it actually hurts. Cause the way they ask was like: Wtf? Are you wasting your time right now? How old are you now, why still stuck in Labuan? Oh my god, who wants to stuck in this little island? Haihhhh, I just don't know, everything change in a sudden. I don't know what I chose now is a right decision or not, I pray to my popo and hope it's the right decision. I wish I can back to my secondary school life. Go to school sleep and talk with friends. Exam? Damn, just do revision before exam la. After that, if get a worse result, don't show it to parents and try my best again. Lol, so relax man. But now? Everyday suffering, can't even find a trustable school. Who wants to wasting time? Who wants to camp in house like no tomorrow? No ones right? I think nobody knows this feeling and only me. So damn down right now....