Lost.

I feel lost recently, everything changed in a sudden. All my plans changed. When everyone ask me: Wth, when are you going to study? I can't talk suddenly and feel bad. Hmm, I don't know what am I think right now, but it actually hurts. Cause the way they ask was like: Wtf? Are you wasting your time right now? How old are you now, why still stuck in Labuan? Oh my god, who wants to stuck in this little island? Haihhhh, I just don't know, everything change in a sudden. I don't know what I chose now is a right decision or not, I pray to my popo and hope it's the right decision. I wish I can back to my secondary school life. Go to school sleep and talk with friends. Exam? Damn, just do revision before exam la. After that, if get a worse result, don't show it to parents and try my best again. Lol, so relax man. But now? Everyday suffering, can't even find a trustable school. Who wants to wasting time? Who wants to camp in house like no tomorrow? No ones right? I think nobody knows this feeling and only me. So damn down right now....

盡力了

我知道大家都盡力了 只是真的很好奇為什麼我們不能和一般人一樣 我們都盡全力了 真的 有時候真的很累 很累很累 很久沒這樣的感覺了 我需要冷靜 只是我真的覺得很不公平 都努力了 但還是這樣 有時候會感覺到絕望 真的好想休息 我真的累了..